Dear diary...

Dear diary, had a hard day at work today with a strange patient who used to mirror any of us. I went with Cole, searching for any hints of the disease the patient could have, but of course House found out that I just didn´t want to be around the patient. I should have known better, House is not a fool and at the end I didn´t manage to avoid meeting the patient personally.
I was scared when I entered his room together with House, but I didn´t show my fear of course. I didn´t know what the patient was going to say about me, I felt so powerless, being identified by a complete stranger in front of my boss who was desperate to find out more about me, to know my weaknesses and maybe use them against me in the future or talk about them in front of the others.
I felt my knees weaken as I approached the patient, but I guess I hid it very well. I only wished to be far away and House knew it. He almost grinned with excitment.
As the patient opened his mouth I fel my heart jumping with fear, but as I heard him saying that I was incredible hot I relaxed and smiled. He was mirroring House, thank god, he didn´t care about me when House was there.
House on the other hand seemed to be very disappointed, since he didn´t get what he had been hoping for.
He went out of the room and left me alone with the patient. I continued the examination, when he suddenly started speaking.
"I´m scared"
I looked at him, a little shocked, hoping that he was talking about himself, but I had to admit that this was just a stupid hope of mine.

Of course he was talking about me now and the fact that I told him, there was no need to be scared, that it would be okay, didn´t change anything.
I looked straight into his eyes, which were obviously filled with fear and I think mine were too at this moment.
So that was what he saw in me, a young woman filled with fear, scared of something no one knew. My strongest character trait was fear.

Being at home now and writing into my diary I realize how sad that is, but I also came to realize that he was so right about it...